Life and Death


Life and Death.

April comes and April goes and every year I think I’ll do just fine through this emotional month. It has been 6 years since my husband died and my connection with him is closer and deeper than ever. But I finally came to realize that no matter how much I understand another dimensions and the spirit world the feeling of sadness is still inside of me and serves me as a reminder of his absence in this physical world. I do miss his physical presence. I miss his laughter and his touch. I miss seeing his body and that delicious sense that could only come from him. Human bodies are so beautiful and intelligent. The waves of energy that radiate from a person are hard to forget and amazing to experience.

An Earthly Person After a Passing of a Loved One.

Death is easy for those who die but much more difficult for those who stay behind and must go on with life. Everything in life that once was so well known changes in an instance and the whole new array of lessons floods into the person’s life. People who stay living after the loss of a loved one can never be the same. Life all of a sudden becomes so much more precious. The realization of value of time on earth comes before the rest of the values that once seamed to be on top of the list such as money and security.  Joy, Peace, and Love become most valuable assets.

 Soul after the death. 

I speak with my husband often. At first our conversations were through a third person who sees and hears spirit world, a medium. Sometimes he visited me in my dreams. But later on my search, desire, awareness, and commitment opened my senses to communicate with him and other light beings. I’ve been learning a lot about the life after the death of a physical body. Every person that dies wants us to know that he or she isn’t dead. They are there, in a different dimension learning and growing a lot like we are here. They are wiser more compassionate and understanding. One big difference is that there is no such thing as time.

We often reincarnate with our loved ones again and again. This was my fourth time I was married to my husband. Before we are born major points in our lives are orchestrated perfectly for our soul’s growth. We have a free will to change many circumstances and outcomes but some things are just must be experienced. Some good and some really hard ones. We all come here to learn, to grow, and to expand our souls.

Learning a lesson.


It is a lot easier to learn a lesson while on earth. In every circumstance the lesson appears in front of us over and over again until it is recognized, understood, and healed. Don’t bring dark karma with you in after physical life. Resolve it here and leave it behind. Learn that lesson of forgiveness or self worth. The lesson of true love.

Today I want to remind us all that there is no such thing as death. “There is no beginning and no end, we are all parenthesis in eternity.” Dr. Wayne Dyer.  

Much Love,


Comments 1

  1. Thank you for this share .
    I have noticed that you call your late husband “ my husband “ just reading this after your dream course and am aware of the power of words, this might be written long time ago, or you have special reason to call your late husband “ my husband “ – is that something that you haven’t noticed, trying to bring that to your awareness.
    I have divorced my husband and for what is worth it feels as if he is not alive – there is no opportunity to talk with him same as with someone who has already passed on the other side / he shows up only through dreams or occasionally court proceedings ( he is taking me to court for the 3 rd time with unclear requests that mainly ) and each time court is deciding that child is old enough to choose if she would travel or not / that is the only opportunity to see him alive and to exchange few words like with the living person / to make the situation even more absurd when he does visit Sweden ( he lives in Canada ) his house is 500 m away from our country house and this September he has decided to stay longer since he has cancer of the prostate which he is operating in Sweden / and I keep passing his car on a small country road in the middle of nowhere … and than I dream very loud and clear dreams. I have been cutting ties with the help of a energy healer for over 3 years now and those dreams are better ( he is kinder and wants to be supportive ) and in the reality it is as if Berlin Wall is put between him and me / for 3 years I was in sorrow over my marriage to which I did dedicate all my energy and time to the point of total burnout / and that is what I needed to learn / how to carry myself how to stay loyal to myself how to peruse my dreams how to enjoy my life / and how to stop leaking my energy / when I was absolutely down and out running on empty he has divorced me with the explanation:” I want to experiment with the younger woman “ our divorce did not even passed 6 month trial and willing and able girl stayed pregnant and have took control over his phone and emails / it was rude awakening from some delusion that I called my marriage of 22 years and 4 kids / 5 companies and his fully finished medical education with the successful private medical practice .and yes, me burned and 55 years old dumped on the prémisses of my old age . Can it be worse smack to the woman ego and dignity . Oh well, I am back to my path alternative would have probably be sickness and death. I take full responsibility for – one can say “ failed marriage “ and I say “ failing to honour myself and stay true to myself “ ❤️ Thank you for letting your dreams touch ours and shining the light so that we all could see our paths !

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